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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
It's been so long since I last saw you...
How have you been? Where are you? Are you doing fine? feeling any better? Still feeling depress? Did you take good care of yourself?
I remembered the last time when we met, you looked so dull and depressed... I didn't know how to console or help you mend your broken heart, but I can tell you, I felt the same... Wanted to hug you, but was afraid of what might happen between the both of us...
Why haven't you return my mail? Did you see the messages I sent?
I miss you...
But you will never know; I'm just a friend...
Posted at 09:53 pm by j_hamster84
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Laughter seem so far away...
What a day.... It is today that I finally realized how "laughless" I've been for the past one year
Happiness seem so foreign, every smile I gave seem so meaningless. I feel so lost in this world of perceptions, everyone was being so cautious, guarding their own feelings, putting fake fronts towards the people around... Never had I thought I would one day behave this way, yet unconsciously my personality seems to changed.
Back in my school days, everything seem so simple... I don't have to hide myself behind that mask, I can be myself without having to fear about the consequences. Friends are people that will truely laugh and cry with you, yet it is so hard to find one now when you started the working life as an adult.
I really want to laugh (even for a while), but giving a smile to a stranger seem so tired now... I wonder how long will I be able to carry on...
Posted at 09:30 pm by j_hamster84
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Friday, March 31, 2006
Damn.... can I be anymore "suay" (in hokkien) or misfortuned.... I found myself being "bombed" TWICE in a month by those stupid birds!!!!!!!!!!
The 1st time was on a tuesday MORNING!!!! when I'm already half way to work... Idiot, I had no where to get new clothes, so I had to wear my poor blouse to work... ALL the way till 10pm after my class... Felt soooo smelly~~~
I thought that was the worst day in my life, but guess what?!?!? the last day of the month!!! 31th of March 2006 around 10pm, I got another bomb from another bird; who cannot control his/her bowels...
ARHH~~~~~ stupid birds!!!!!! someone should juz steralize all of them!!!! make them extinct in this world!!!!
(juz bullshiting... I'm an animal lover (^.^)v, but still pissed off by those "irresponsible" birds)
**Note: Bomb = bird shit
Posted at 10:35 pm by j_hamster84
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
hehe I'm back from Tioman... AH!!!!! it's such a pradise, how I wished I could stay at that island forever... This feeling was so much stronger after my snorkling trip... the fishes and corals are soooooo beautiful, really hope to go back there some day (sincerly hoping that i can find my perfect other half by then)... ok these are some pictures I took there... enjoy!!!
The wonderful resort where I stayed
The "House" I'm spending the nite in (very near the sea)
My friend and I at the Rock Fall...
Beautiful Sunset
Let's hope next time I'll have another person beside me...
The people that accompanied me on this trip
More pictures coming up when I received it from my friends...
Posted at 02:44 pm by j_hamster84
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
My Trip to Colmar Tropicale & Genting
I really missed Colmar Tropicale; it's a french theme resort. The weather combine with the beautiful scenery... Orh~~~ it really enchantered me... Unfourtunatly, it was a very short trip, but i promise myself I would definately go back one day...
Genting was another story, I don't really like that place... Maybe becoz I went at the wrong time, the weather was very very bad that the outdoor theme park had to be closed down... and ALL I can do was to shop around the plaza... Not what I expected.
Anyway these are some photos I would like to share with you.
Posted at 02:19 pm by j_hamster84
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Monday, December 26, 2005
Reflection on the Year 2005
Well the year is finally coming to an end, and it's time for us (in this case, ME!!!) to do some reflection on what I had done and not done throughtout the entire year of 2005...
There are ups and downs for sure...
I felt happy when my friends and family remembers my birthday.
I felt sweet to spend my Valentines' Day with someone.
I felt joy adding a little sadness the day I graduated from Poly.
I am elated to find my 1st job.
Felt betrayed and anger when I am misunderstood.
Felt sorrow when things turned ugly...
Felt treasured, when I know there is still a friend for me to count on.
A lot has changed in a year, but some things remain the same...
To me, this is just another chapter in my life.
At the end of each chapter has a new beginning.
Let me end mine with a phrase I always remembered:
~..~
Looking back through the year; If it does not bring you tears or joys; consider the year wasted...
~..~
Posted at 03:33 pm by j_hamster84
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
One of the quiz results from Glam...
Angelically Sexy
Your childlike innocence combined with your womanly flair lures them in. But itˇ¦s your fun and coyly flirtatious side that makes love interests wild with desire. Often you know youˇ¦re turning on that irresistibly cute, eyelash-batting charm. But even when you donˇ¦t, it tends to work anyway.
Posted at 11:11 pm by j_hamster84
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Friday, September 30, 2005
Recent update on my life so far...
Ok, I know it's been a LONG LONG time since I last wrote anything in here... ;P but I juz couldn't find the time to do so... I'm too busy, hehe but don't misunderstood me (-_-) I'm not busy with my work in the office; I'm busy with my social life hehe
Well, it juz occur to me that all my teenage life was spent studying, doing projects, go home... and I don't seem to get out much... So, when Vicy and Shey Ling (both my collegues at work) asked me to join Planet Fitness, I said to myself "Why not, I have nothing to do at home anyway"... And now, I am officially a Planet Fitness Club member hehe...
Next thing... I have to congraulate myself on my passing of my Japanese E1 course with FLYING COLOURS hehehe; planning to continue to E2... I wonder if I can really make it, heard from my friend katagana is very difficult...
With all those work outs and language classes, I'm now also planning to join a salsa dancing class... hehe Anyone interested to be my partner??? if not, I hope they can pair me up with a non gay and handsome guy... hehehe better still, if we can hit off and let romance bloosm (think too much already...)
Anyway, now I'm damn tired, have to sleep early tomorrow going gym again... (^.^)v
Till next time...
Posted at 10:52 pm by j_hamster84
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Damn... I never thought learning a new language would be so difficult. Hai~~~ today is the 1st day I attend my japanese class, and I realised I need to spend A LOT of time on it, if I really want to master the language...
OKOK cannot spend too much time here, need to go back to my books/sheets and revise what I had learnt today.
P.S Yoshioka sensei is very cute (she) too bad no handsome sensei there leh... hai~ no motivation liao hahaha
Posted at 06:20 pm by j_hamster84
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
There are many ways to handle an overwhelming task. We may keep putting it off, hoping that God will miraculously take care of it. Or we can take the 1st step in the right direction.
After 40 years in the wilderness, Moses was told that it was time for the people to take possession of the land God had promised them. The 1st order of business was to decide what to do about a king named Sihon who stood between the Israelites and the land of Canaan. God's command was, "Being to possess it, and enage him in battle" (Dt. 2:24). God certainly could have eliminated Sihon without anyone's help, but He commanded His people to take the 1st step.
The same is often true with us. Difficult circumstances or broken relationships seem to defy solution. When they persist for months or years, we may feel that nothing we do will make a difference. But the Lord says, "Begin." We must make the 1st move - speak a kind word, ask forgiveness, pay some of what we own. We must be the initiators.
Joy lies not only in attaining some distant goal but also in walking with our loving God, who says, "I have begun to give... Begin to possess it" (v.31).
Is there a 1st step you should take today?
It's easy to procrastinate
And leave good deeds undone,
But such a course will bring regrets
When life's short race is run.
~ ~ End ~ ~
This was the passage I came across today, it somehow reflects on what I'm feeling. We have not talk for weeks, even though I still couldn't figure out what went wrong; I really don't want our friendship to end this way...
I realised that both of us are very stubbon, none of us is willing to take the 1st step, I even pretend not to see you, when our path crossed. Hope you wouldn't take it to heart, and I sincerly hope you understand... I was angry and hurt by what you said.
Maybe it will be months or even years before we are really to speak with each other again, I've already taken the 1st step here; I know it's not a great one, but it's all I got now...
Posted at 06:32 pm by j_hamster84
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